The past two days have been amazing. Just, everything. Working with him one on one with a project, really gives us time to just laugh and talk with eachother. I can’t explain how happy I am. He finally got his phone, and he texts me, FIRST. I’m going to miss him so much this summer, and next year. But when it comes down to it, he’s just a middle school love. None of this will matter next year, we won’t even talk. But right now couldn’t be better… I’m getting my hopes up again, Stop Lauren. He doesn’t like you. He’s just a flirt. I love when he says stuff just to make me smile, when he wants me to sit with him. I love catching him looking at me. For some reason I feel like both of us want to talk to eachother ALL THE TIME. I feel like we both always want to be around eachother all the time. But both of us, don’t want to feel like we need each other. When in reality, I think we do babe. 

I love you. ♥

Love, Lauren.